Catharsis

It's a long way to fall,
And I'm not gonna stick around when you're not there at all.
You say I charge you but I'm not a spark.
If I'm such a light, how come you crave the dark?
dear...
My conception is I can not wait forever,
And yet I never learned to say goodbye,
Your direction is, the way that I'm not going,
And if our paths must cross at all, I don't know why,
Why I sit and think I'll change
When nothing ever changes, at least not when I want it to.
But I know, I'm just too lost, to know where I would go. It's just not easy any way I turn.